People undergo different phases in their lives.
For me, I have this identity crisis (not my sexuality, please) on how I would want to present myself to people from now on.
Being known as Sushi-boy was fun during college. I had a nice run. Now that I am walking down a different path, I no longer feel like being known as Sushi-boy for the rest of my life. From now on I want to be known as Robbie Bautista.
Although I still want to be associated with the former alias, but this time only as an old self.
I want to go back to being unknown and work my way up again.
This is a brand new challenge that I NEED to present to myself. A fresh start.